Memories that never gonna be forgotten

So today, I've just remembered the day when I had to go to Germany
*The day I needed to leave both my parents and Oda :')*

What really makes me recall this memory is...... this song

At first, I knew that kind of feelings like sad, unbelievable, nervous, worried, excited. But most of all were described by this : "I'm not ready!"

So the night before the day I left (wushhh) I heard that song

However, in Germany it's not as bad as I thought. I met this crazy, lovely, smart, and cool people.

We are "Gruppe Bitte Schoen"

Why bitte schoen? why not danke schoen? It's not really important haha

1. Siv Lundby Heggland

Siv is like a mommy for me. But she is too cute to be a mom :3 She lives in Norway, and I promise to visit her soon. I always remember that Siv! she is a really kind girl and funny :)

2. Lena Monsen

This beautiful girl named Lena is also very kind! Lena has an athletic body and she likes sport too. Lena comes from Norway. She sent me postcard from Norway once in last December, sorry Lena I always forget to send you back :'(

3. Iga Larasati

We can know if she is an Indonesian girl from her name. Iga comes from DI Yogyakarta. She is also like a mommy for me. Iga has an awesome voice with great guitar ability! two thumbs (y)(y)

4. Matjas Skafar

Matjas comes from Slovenien. He is a kind of silent guy, but also kind. What I remember from him is he can dance in the internationaler Abend! haha

5. Bui Bich Thuy

Thuy lives in Thailand. She is kind, mature, and a bit quiet. She loves me and I love her ^^ She is also a smart girl

6.Ha Phuong Nguyen

 Phuong (Fueng), a lovely girl from Vietnam, can speak Germany well. She has a boyfriend there, so it wont be hard to improve her skill in Germany. She ever once visited by her boyfriend at our hotel and was given an Iphone by him. They were so cute :')

 7.Jan Zuntar

This clever one must be crazy! no,not crazy, he is awesome. He even knows almost everything hehe. He comes from Slovenien, and he has a good attitude. He is Jan! (we spell it 'Yan')

8. Ho Ly Nghiem

This is my favorite one! She is really cute. She is of course would be a great photograher. Ly is charming and I didn't have any effort if she was crying :( She is from Vietnam, not really far from Indonesia :D

9. Zineb Aouali

Zineb comes from Algeria. She is pretty, white, like an arabic girl in common. She cant stand cold, just like me. Thanks Ya Allah it was in Summer :)

10. Djihane Djekboub

Djihane really has a princess characteristic. She is mature and comes from Algeria. She also can show us the dance from Algeria well.

11. Fillip Mork

Fillip is a Ken-like guy in Barbie (in my opinion). He lives in Norway and always stay cool. He is kind, charming and likes to smile

12. Lisa Steinhauser

Lisa is a Germany girl. Although she knows everything about Germany, she never bossy. She always helps us to know it too and never felt bothered, like explaining or help in communicate with local people. She is a kind and chubby girl :3

That's it. Until the last day we (gruppe Bitte Schoen) together, I was still listening to "Daylight" and I knew it was more miserable, because I know the possibility to meet them again is almot 0 percent, but.. I have to believe that one day I can meet them again. Maybe when I become a doctor ^^

When I look at you

I reaaallyy need inspiration and motivatiooon for this hard time in my campus :)

Everybody needs inspiration, everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody, when the nights so long

cause there is no guarantee.. That this life is easy

Yeah when my world is falling apart 

When there's no light to break up the dark
that's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
and I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know I'm not alone

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
and I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah, yeah, yeah